poison bRi berry

Heya people..kinda grew out of this lil ol bloggie here so i decided to make a new one..baybee bri = O-U-T..posion bRi berry= I-N?! lols..im fcked on sugar..its updated every couple of days compared to this every couple of months blog :) *smiles*

"*"bRis new bloGgie"*"

- c l i c k o n h y p e r l i n k a b o v e *click* -

logging off for good

bRi

time:1.o3 am

date:15.o2.o6

13 months and counting

went to avanti at sunway hotel for dinner with cHen for our 13th month anny/valentine :) love dat place..polished setting with cosy lights and good table to table singing groups..used to go there quite often but stopped since goin veggie..but since im on fish again *bobbles* oo..i finally get to wear a dRess out wif my bee..cellie! wore d slinky black no u got me from us..sexay thing you..akaka..had a good time..especially when dey made chen sing 'how deep is ur love' to me while holding my hands *aww* i just die...hope u enjoyed out time tgt as much as i did..good to have u..away from everything..everything dat breaks us..

went to ansons open hse after dat since we had time..anson!orang klang! :D keke..love ur dog man & chen wants ur guitars! hehe..stayed there for a bit den went home to zZz *snuggles* mom let chen over again..crazy innit..dey love him more den dey love me :( sniff..dat suck up..hehe..jk..guess now we're older things change..dey love him coz he takes care of me..so dey must love me 2 :) i can finally see that..

hehe..wish everyday ends dis way..with the feeling of contended satiety & some1 to hold on to..cant hate any1 for wanting that can u..the empty space in between that every1 seeks to fulfil..any1 u hold can fill it but who can complete it?i can honestly say that its something only time will reveal..till den..cHen smells like honey lemon ^___~

 

date:14th feB

time:1o.48

flowers on strike

decided to spend dis valentines in a less generally narcissistic mode lest i actually enjoy it..2nd valentine im spending wif some1 im actually already with..dis is good rite? better then the oh so cheezy dates dat all end with d horrible conclusion of thank-god-im-single and bemoaning d redundancy of valentines an how we all buy into it anyway just so we dont assume the air of dying sad and alone with 56 cats as our only companions..

thinkin too much? no

your thinking too little hunz *smacks*

adp val deco was reaally good..a haze of pink tinted the halls & balloons bobbled about d ceiling with hearts hanging on ffor their lives...h e l p! *sugarperked* shae nees baking roxxxxx! any1 who bought any of d aDPs cookies..they were done by shae nee! *smiles* love ur cheesecake guRl...if i had made it it mite haf been a cheese cookie :p nehows i brot chocs! part of the 'save bri' foundation mantra..the more u eat the leSs i shall..hehe..made hershey packs 4 d group..each packeted choc is redeemable for a kiSs and all d bois chose d chocs.. -__________________- lovely friends aint they..jen was giving our novelty condoms..haha..guRl..u r cRazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...gimme sum lurve *kisses jen* allen! dun jealous ya..we still love ya *winks* (yes..we are all nuts)

melts in my mouth? *tehee*m&ms!

cHen sayang got me lillies..fumbled into my class stoned at the teacher,dropped me d huge ass bouquet and gave me a peck and left..all done in record time of 1o secs tops *blushes* third bunch ive gotten fr him and dis is the second time he subjects himself to an incriminating amount of stares..my man's a sweetheart in'he? love ya bee..didn want d flowers but appreciate d gesture all d same :) love ya

**PICTURE(S)**

cHen&i

nehows..went 1u after dat wif chen to buy each others presents but were so tired..ended up sitting on sum red couch and suddenly found ourselves fightin..again..sigh..sick of us yet? we made up..again..sigh..nehows..will post up d pics once i pau em from eu's cam..

logging off to teman my bee zZz

....................be my best kept secret and my biggest mistake........................

-craving cookie dough bRi-

time:12.22

date:11th feb 2oo6

fashionably laTe !

heya ppl..long time no update -________________- bRi!u lasy biatch u cry?kudos to that..hehe..naw..ive been real busy..join god knows everywhere doin the hols..lets not even go there..its 2oo6 rite so we stcik to d program *grins* im back for another year with renemed saSs and perkier than ever! im in taylors aDp wif d most amazing ppl ive yet to meet..im finally in coll..the 17 year old who looks 2o..in an environment u create on your own..no barriers of school conformity & things are really shaping up for me now :)

neways..im staying home on a friday nite instead of boozing at Castle in Bangsar wif friends so i can pig around ( read : B U M ;p )..my weekdays are just a whirlwind of activity i really want to feel my feet for a second *whines* will update every other day now okie..will put up more pics which every1,love or hate me,will talk about so..enjoy..pls get this straight ..i dont do dis to please any1 except myself and every1 who actually wants to keep in touch wif me so say what u want bout whatever u hear..it aint legit lest it comes form me..capish hunny buns?

 -logging off-

she aint ur baybee

-bRi-

event:movie night

date:2o dec o5

up & out!

went out to watch king kong wif my sayang,shaDs,feifei (he's nt fat!? i dun get these nicks),mouse,pn.tikus ;p and jinGzy..havn seen dat crazy dugong in a while ^____~realised as long as i dun eat i dun feel sick..so managed to enjoy d movie..liked d animations..love naomi watts..gorgeous eyes..keke..gonna hav a claw fight with seng chee for her *giggles* a pretty gD watch all in all..go see it if only for the sake of the legendary movie we've all watched as kiDs..okie doo?

went to yumcha at 15 afta dat..bumped into ivan..god its been so long..gD to see ya boi..cant blif u diDn recognize me..keke..love bumping into old friends :) its just a pleasant touch to the end of the day,lest its a long time ago friend u jsut feel sad of nt keepnig in touch wif..nehows..went home a cuddled my sayangkins to zZzz..damn life is goOd to me at times! *snuggles*

nites

-bRi-

event: b l i s s / b l u e s

date:  18-19 dec

sickness : the new weight loss solution

been sick since dat night out..my parents are away so my baby has to take caRe of me..didn notice how caring he is till he went thru dese few days wif me..going in an out buying me food and meDs..bugging me endlessly to see a doctor..feeding me meDs when i refuse to go..just sitting about in absolute boredom watching me sleep for houRs..and just taking caRe of me :) nvr knew i could get a guy who'll love me dis much..feel so ungrateful at times..

cant eat solid foods as i throw up everytime i do..classic food poisoning i reckon..who needs a doc for that? just need some coal liek pills..uephamol..Tylenol..1oo plus and water..i'll make it out alive i assure u..my moms calling every few seconds to see if im fine..think shes relieved ive got cHen to watch over me..didn seem to mind him staying over an all..we'll considering i can bare move about does justify it

lost 2 kg so far..unintentionally thank u..feel like shyt all day..my bfs gonna slap me but im gonna say its so worth it! akaka..back to my bikini bri weight! *sunsHine on face* not really a weight freak..im more of a bronzed beach gurl toned *flash abbs* health nut type than a im-a-starving-boobless-pale-an-pasty-ana gal :D love d toned look..gotta start crunching those abbs gain to see if i can get back my pecs..*cRosses fingers*

till den..im a sick feeble i need love from chen liquid fast nose sniffler

*got to hug u to slp sayang..dun mind being sick 4 daT ;p*

-sick lil bri-

event:nite out gone wrong

date:17th dec o5

caReful what u eat

been working all week..so glaD to just b u m aRound! a saturday morning all mine*s* :3 been catching up on my reading dis hols..macked out bout 6 novels already..such a doRk? i noe..my parens going away d weekend so ima b all alone *winks* i'll be good ;] went yumcha/lunch wif sayang,brad an chi min? at salmon steak 15..had dis horrible mushroom soup..blueh..

      

"*"lio"*"           *baRbielaney*     - cHen -       .+. dollybri .+.             

got all dolled up to go oRange dat niTe..new backless halter top..really cute..just lionel,lainey,chen an i for a nite out..was hoping for some much needed girl time wif barbie while our bois burnt d dancefloor shuffling their butless butts off :) sadly,i never got there..had to stop the car 3 times for me..donnoe wtf was wrong..food poisoning i guess +.+ the 'sanfu' feeling in ur tummy of drinking u-must-b-crazy-way too much without actually drinking..& just to squish out rumours..me no pregos babeh..having my period *sinister smile* laney was such a dear temaning me while i threw up..patting my back,passing me tissue..fell so bad as i kinda ruined d nite..was liolaneys anniversary..soRry ya!

had to send me back b4 dey went out again..took sum T an wewnt to zzz..felt like shyt..chen stayed over to baby me..was such a mess...cant blif i let any1 see me like dat..gee..guess we r pretty much the married couple we make out to b..11 mths an counting..whopeedoo

-logging out-

bRi

event:aNniversary

date:15t dec o5

11 months?! &^%$#

  sayangkins!! were here..still happy together..on & off but all the same..together..still in very much in love..an still proving everybody wrong..so glaD dat its u im making dis mile with..haD to kiss many many bitter bittersweet frogs to find my panDa? keke..but its so worth it..all the hurt..betrayal..scars..its just so im prepped an ready..for u :) 

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  still my onli onli onli one..u noe it..there are millions of guys in this world cHen..a million roses in an ocean of flowers..dey may all have the same velveteen petals,the same sweet sugary scent..the same piercing torns to bear with..but always remember..you are my flower,my rose..mine..and dats all u need to know..and dats all dat matters,okie babykins

muaksies..love ya cHen!

soRry we couldn spend the day tgt..its okie..not sweating over the small stuff anymore

signing out

-bRi-

event: a sudden realisation

date:14 dec o5

you do want the truth,dont you?

..truth..

..half truths..

..lies..

..what happened to half-lies?

answer to statement

...but i love you

answers

lie - ...thats all i need  *tone of assurance*

half-truth - well maybe theres more to it...

truth - its not enough

this is where half-lie comes in to deem appropriate response

half-lie - anything sayang *tone of resignition*

 its not like dis is a revelation but 4 most of us torn between telling a point blank lie..exposing the scintillating truth or being indecisively half-true

  dont u notice how we almost always go for the im-so-tired-of-fighting-just-whatever-it  half-lie?

  call me redundantly disposed but its all about perspective..i.e..is the glass half empty or half full? is it a half-lie or half-truth?

nehows..its just a just a tidbit for thought

-logging off-

its-just-getting-old half-liar i-cant-do-it-anymore-not-even-4-u-sayang bRi

 

 

events:hairmakeover/amanDa's bDay

date:1o dec 2oo5

double panDa day :)

got my hair done! gawd..should've skipped d highlights but for the price i was getting..throw in anything baby ;p keke..got it done at my sayang;s place kinda 6o% off..onli 1oo for full dye an highlights..1st time im getting nethin professionally done..

haircaRe to me = conditioner? -_____- "

okok..so im not a fussy perma shine,steam heat,oils capsule blow dry gurl but u have to admit..i dont have d need to wif my bobbypin fuss-free-cant-do-anything-wif-hair..onli thing i need is a reaaaaaally good pedicure..hate my toenails..damn..ok..back to d issue..d highlights o.O thank god i dun look miss oriental lest i b bigotted a 'lala' *falls to knees and prays* haha..dats practically an blasphemous act for a free thinker but its dat bad..hope a few washes will fuse it out

              

     -----------------before--------------------------after!--------------------

went to piramid to get amandas pwezzie..with keng heng,jason and ronnys budget i managed to get her a blue butterfly jewel casing at happy house...stuffed em wif earrings an taDaa..gurls go gaga present!

got there late but it was ok..michelles such a dear :) practically planned d whole thing for her sis..got to lepak wif every1..took snappies..watch the guys go frenzied over a playstation football game and eat! her parents r like cuisinists..if dats even a word..lots of shrimp crab an scottish what? i could eat d potato salad and haD wine..aint i a happy camper :D keng heng  had a cuppa two and started to resemble a lobster! couldnt b dat bad,maybe its allergies...poor thing..nehow..hope u haD fun miSs sexay panDa! love ur house..its faB..

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mengsuan..bRi..hengyong

chiok..bri..justin..an ronny*muaks*

michelle&bRi

went 15 wif d bois onli to get trashed in dotA..f*ck..i officially suck! kena pawn off liek a bitch..gonna humble myself practicing at my bfs place..havn got the software in my comp yet..left after a match too teman my bf an my bITch!! seng chee~* i want ur hair..ok no.. i want chiokee to hav ur hair!! *giggles* oh ya..an brad..couldn yumcha coz i was too tired..

the sexay bday gal amanDa!

slept like a baby..dun u just love wine?

logging off..

bwee

(*ps* love my boi- hes a dear! did so many things to make my day work out..dun say i didn give u cRedit sayang ;p)

time:4am
mood:crabby
song:something corporate-drunk girl

deDicated song~
Cute Without The E

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

date:6th dec
event:su prom

red caRpet glam?

su's prom night..the night b4 my 1 an onli prom so i took it as a crash course :) agreed to teman hsien loong there..had no idea wat he was wearing so i tossed on an old dress..
turned out his red and grey shirt which wasnt exactly maroon but not rust either was light purple..ok,to be fair it had woven red thread count but still...duDe! it aint no maroon..keke..neways,still turned out pretty well..had no idea wat d theme was so i dressed pretty versatile..found out it was red carpet glam an all d gals were in gowns..my bare legs felt showy..but many of dem donned bout d same..find it strange how all d gals were in black or pink..



tot theyd think theyre way around striking out but guess its just a prom to dem..not like sRikl's THE prom.. gals..fussing over every detail creating an ambience of kill to standout..i really dun fit in in dat sense *wriggles uncomfortably* im just bri..quirky an its natural..if i wanna go in a bikini its jsut so bri..if i go in a kebaya it'd still b so bri..u can get away wif anything when every1s gonna talk bout u either way..

nehows,the prom was kinda awkward coz i didn noe many of this years batch..met jinli there..oMg..its been like so long..saw a lot of tuition ppl actually..so maybe it wasnt dat bad..d bands were..lets say dey didn go well wif d food but dey had some nice performances..gif em a thumbs up overall..couldn eat much..onli 2 dishes..d dj mustve been old coz his term of old skool is our parents old skool -_________- im nt kidding..so dancing wasnt my favourite event there..
my sayangkins picekd me up an we went 4 dinner..he took it quite well actually..me temaning some1 else as a prom date..love him 4 dat :)
dun haf d pics yet..get em from jinli sometime..till den u just hafta settle for my post-prom pic
logging out

-bRi-

date:7th dec
event:srikl pRom

niGht feveR

the day has come! prom night! really dun noe wats all d fuSs about but its a darn epidemic..tehee..fun all the same..would b my second prom two nights in a row but i love the hustle an bustle so..



PRE-PROM..got my hair done at my baybees moms place..brot my friends along an we got a discount ;p thou my hair didn turn out like i wanted it too it was ok once i put on my dress..

THE DRESS..got a mini white velvet halter neck with froufrou lacing at the waist..

THE HOOK..and as a bRis trademark of something glam & shockingly unthinkable..i wore wings..dats so bri? i noe ^_________~

THE BACKLASH TO SOUR TAGBOARDERS..bout the comments on d taggie bt my parents nt able to afford my dRess..dey must b smoking crack or in desperate need of valium..unlike those money swiping kiddies i dun like denting out of my parents $ an so decided to go affordable for a dRess im gonna onli wear once an i still won best dRessed..i noe it kills u..so shut up already *irritateD* P.S- i won best dressed..get over it ..i have..geez

PROM PANDEMIC..neways went early to su's an dolled up wif allyboo an liz..got there early enuf to snap pics..haf no idea how many pics i took..not much on my own cam but i remember posing for a ton..my jaws actually felt numb..d place at reneissance was all swanky..disco lights..spicy firefly backdrop an all..d dJ was pretty good..r'n'b all d way..performances were great..d bands could actually sing well..the 'lose control' dance was sizzlin hot..gD work to bryan pei hwa an the otha dancers..dey had some games..got called up to play limbo..cant blif hannah did dat..i was wearing a mini dress..thank god for spanky shorts an d fact i did it facing d backdrop..nobody actually won..hehe..d dancing comp was gd too

THE FOOD..food was another issue..again..i could officially eat onli the 5th an 7th dishes..was pleasantly suprised to find veggies in the appetiser so..my bonus..it wasnt dat bad..every1 told me i wasnt missing out on nethin as it wasnt all dat great nehow

THE CROWNINGS..well..i didn get renominated from the original prom queen list which was posted in skool den re-done due to *cough* girls complaining bout having to b included due to d obscene amounts dey blew on dresses..as a sad twist of fate for em i got best dRessed! was kinda in daze when i got up to get the prize..dey asked me to do a twirl an i nearly fell..shocked i guess..spent nuts compared to others..threw on some snowy butterfly wings an *poof* i triumph over 2k dresses..its wicked really..deliciously wicked :) hannah got queen as expected..joshua as knig was a suprise an amanda&kengheng an best couple was adorable..didn noe dey even went tgt..

POST PROM..was supposed to go clubbing wif ken dey all but went home instead..bsides d whole weekend of already burnt clubbing an inhumane feet conditions i was tired..so nehow prom was good..got lots of nice pics..will hyperlink em so u gotta click click a lil *___+

Prom Piccies
thebody,ex-crazy,ex-beautiful
ex bestie & me
zhiyi,allyboo,eemay&bwee

angel b & ancient petbro eDdy striking a pose :D
the sexays
sexypanDa,dramaQueen,butterflybRI
jason&bRi *full body*
belji&bRi
huicHia,zHen,bri
in the backseat wif my kawaiis

guess proms r just like the final hurrah for skool kiddies..our last chance to shimmer & shine..another distorted peer event much unlike eating disorders,vandalisme,and guy-bashing..its just another thing to do to make d popular & unpopularly popular i.e 'me' feel 'on top'  and normal ppl i.e 'nice ppl' downtrodden..always hated dis concept but dats school for u
thank god its over..
-on & out-
malibu baRbie/snow queen bRi

time:1o.oo(28.11.o5)
mood:nostalgic..repungent
song:blindside -all of us

case of the ex
(one of dem neways)

couldnt look at your face
dat look you had
i can never erase
leave me here
with all my fears
catch d ride,leave my side
you never tried

and now i will always wonder
did u ever see me cry?


------------------p r o v o c a t i v i t y---------------------

.was online..was looking at your pics..looking at her..whats so great about her..cant understand..gave u my world..my blood..shed u my tears..den i suddenly realise again,theres nothing i couldve done to make u love me..
which is all good..i dont love u..prolly never did..a girls fixation on d rare things dat turn the table on her..d way u notice how absolutely faboulous girls go gaga over ok-oks..its simple really..get-everything-girl meets guy-whos-game aka 'main susah dapat' and loses balance..its just not normal not to get wat u want when u want i guess..playa protocol..played dat card an sold me out..b*stard
well..
hope she makes u happy
thou i bet she doesnt noe dat side of u..yet
u were mine's'
wonder if she knoes how succint a term dat is
*smiles contemptously*
muaks!
blooD red spite tingeD kiss 4 u baby!

.......................if u think im perasan u r seriously misguided................................


time:1o.56 (23.11.o5)
mood:whopeedoo!
song:air - sexy boy
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